Blogs-- public- personal-diary

Now this might not make sense to many.

I regard blogging as a public -private diary. As, especially in my case, my relatives are highly unlikely to read every blog that i write, friends too would read what I recommend/force or foist on them to read by sending them required link and calling them to make sure that they read what i write and add a comment too.

So its a fun way to vent your secrets, knowing they will be safe in the hands of innumerable users who are as self-contained as i am when it comes to logging on to blogger.com and signing off as soon as they are done with releasing their convoluted, twisted, agonies via impassive blogs.

So who else other than dear blog/diary is the most favourite buddy, who will lend you a vast space to write and revisit your Nihilistic tales of the strange world we all live in, where no one but me/user is the only sane person.

After this long preface: I want to tell the world, and to no one in particular, why i left my last job which lasted only for a day.
24x7learning.com hired me as consultant trainer for one their institutes in Greater Noida. The job was good and very much up to my interest. It would have given me a leverage for any future prospects too. But the negotiations for the reimbursement didn't go right. i should have asked for more than what was agreed upon. Certainly there was no going back on my words once i agreed. I thought the environment of the institute will fill in what money was not able to do. But here too disappointment was waiting for me, the classes had to be conducted on different floors, in different buildings. The rooms were more than well lit with the sun pouring in generously. How could I expect the students to learn finery's of behaviour, to absorb the required 'soft skills', when most of the time (and mine too) was spent in wiping forehead and taking side glances at watches.
I wanted to tell the 'skillbridge' people, for that what the course was called, that any training programme required the trainee to be full attentive. such programms are not any other professional course where even if you miss a class, the texts or references would help. All communication classes are about making student confident, a feel good factor has to be induced in them. Without a comfortable ambience this is difficult to bring about.

Since i couldn't possibly tell them all this, neither they would have bothered with my opnions, my next step was to quit.

I do not know what the future holds for me, if any other suitable job shall come up, which will hoild my interest for long.

Que sera  sera...